39.3
Discovery

Swallowing nasty huge ass horse pill vitamins kills all appetite for hours and hours and hours.

I’m hungry

GOOD. My body can eat my fat.

I will never be sick enough.

thisfloweriswilting:

Thin enough.

Pretty enough.

Smart enough.

Happy enough.

Nice enough.

Sexy enough.

Good enough.

For you, for everyone.

But especially for myself.

Option

I can either smoke or eat.

I chose smoke.

Thank you

For everyone who believes in me. You have no idea how much you mean to me.

My computet died.

I’ll be getting a new one in November. Until then, I won’t be posting. Wish me luck. I’m going to need it. I might do some updating from my phone, but I doubt it. Good luck to all the girls losing weight! I cant wait to read your stories and see your progress when I come back!

Felt sick. Ate food.

Puked.

Seriously, my body doesn’t want me to eat.  I love you body.  Now let’s just get my head in the game.

Binging and Purging.

Seems to be the only things I’ve done all day.

Lazy.  Lazy.  Lazy.  Fat.  Fat.  Fat.

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blondehipster:

FOREVERRRR REBLOG

blondehipster:

FOREVERRRR REBLOG

perfectstarving93:

I reblog this way too often. Her legs are absolutely perfect.
Amen
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perfectstarving93:

I reblog this way too often. Her legs are absolutely perfect.

Amen

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I love my fat friends. <3

They are trying to lose weight too.

One of them is going to buy me a gym membership.

Remind me to ask him on a date when I’m thin.  And hopefully, since he’s losing weight, he’ll be hot too.